my mind wanders

im sittin hear bored out my mind so when im bored i tend to think about w/e is goin through my life. still in Long Island and two of my cousins went to their father's house so im jus wit my aunt, uncle and my baby cousin. im thinkin about how much Lock Haven University is tryin 2 screw me ova. a lil less than 2 months ago, they was like o yes u and Alysha can be roommates and now they say that there is a chance that we wont b roommates and they havent even put us in our doorms yet...wtf is that bullshit and we supposed to get our room assignments by the end of this month...fuckin bastards, that really pissed me off...Then i notice i got a pretty cheap bank but we wont get into that one. Boys suck but we all kno that already, they kno how to fuck wit girls emotions....

why do i write poetry ppl ask:
poetry is my way to escape the real world to a serene private place that i dont have to hear or see the evils of daily life. to cleanse my mind and my heart, to brighten my vision and to make me realize that this is the way i can fully release my tension and spill out my feelings without feeling rejection or heartache. poetry is a major part of my life, never realized till now how much it really impacted on my life and pplz that read it, i never thought i can make a person cry by one of my poems...the same poem that made me cry as i wrote it.........i guess its a real talent as well......we will see where it takes me